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May 13th, 2008
11:40 pm
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11:16 pm
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Ice Cream and Cookies
Bobbi came up after some friends and I helped [info]gentle_gamer move into zer new apartment. It was weird. But [info]gentle_gamer and [info]chirik picked up on it (kind of obvious when I'm in one of those epileptic-like episodes), and talked to her specifically. That made her come out even more, and she even talked to them a little! And of course she perked up when she heard the word "ice cream".

I think she's so used to everybody talking to the adults that when they talk to her she gets sooooooo happy. And scared too, of course, she's still scared for her life. But how they treated her made her feel really good.

She started crying, and was sorry because she feels like all she does is cry. It was like that when we were physically her age, too--crying herself to sleep every night, until eventually she decided she wouldn't cry anymore 'cause it never stopped and she didn't know what to do about it :( With what I know now about her situation, though, I think maybe eventually we'll remedy that. She had so many beliefs and behaviors (and family members) that kept it a never-ending cycle, and she didn't know it. I hope I can help her with that.

Today I asked an acquaintance to get something to eat with me. This is something I don't normally do. I usually only wait and let others take that step, if they want to. I was expecting rejection and disgust, but got neither. Maybe I'm a little paranoid about this stuff.

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11:04 pm
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Hmmmm.
Is it a requirement that all baristas in a shack in the NW US be female and too cute for their own good?

Took a trip with the brother and sister in law down to Sea Lion Caves, and in Rickereal we stopped at aforementioned shack. Our server was blonde, female, and like I said, too cute for her own good.

Went with a 16 ounce Caramel Silk (Caramel and white chocolate). On the sweet side, but not bad overall.

Then there's that one up in Sumner, WA at the cardlock station across from the JC Penney lot. Same deal, and there's two of 'em this time! My my.

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10:38 pm
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Too Much Fun!
Oh, my mate can be the source of much entertainment sometimes.

In regards to cheesecake pudding, here's what she said.

"I wonder what it will taste like."

Of course, the fact that I'd just finished 22 ounces of stout probably helped matters. Still funny.

But boo, leaving again tomorrow. Ffffffft to that. But this time I AM bringing my bass along.

Was inspired last night by the viewing of the DVD "August Rush". Really made me want to get up and move my fingers along the fretboard, something I hadn't done since I moved! The string on Morgana were still loosened to prevent neck warpage, and now she's pretty much tuned up again, and ready to go. And go she shall!

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10:24 pm
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I'm feeling much better. Assuming that tonight comes across with a decent night's sleep, I should be firing on all cylinders again tomorrow.

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10:15 pm
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"There you are"
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10:12 pm
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I AM VERY HAPPY.

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03:54 am
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Glub glub glub…eeek!

First off, a quick note of potential interest to some readers/friends of readers/etc. I don’t talk a whole lot about the writing end of my life here, since it’s primarily a spiritually focused blog. However, I’ve put out a call for writers for a new anthology–”Engaging with the Spirit World: Shamanism, Totemism and Other Animistic Practices”. The deadline is 1 August, 2008, which gives me plenty of time to finish up a couple of other projects. Click the link for more details.

Recently I’ve been doing some work with my wolfskin, amid reorganizing and decluttering my ritual/artwork space (it’s kind of hard for me to separate the two, and not just because of apartment living!). It’s the beginning of my more regular work with the skin spirits, and though I haven’t quite managed the every-single-night goal I have, I have managed to stay mostly on track. It’s been a good experience so far. As always, Wolf the totem has been a patient teacher, and the wolf skin spirit* has been similarly so. The focus has primarily been on teaching and learning–teaching things that I’m prepared for (I’ve scheduled a series of animal magic workshops at a local pagan bookstore), and learning things that still need to be learned (which is a long list indeed!).

One thing that has been suggested is that my work with the totems, at least to some degree, will be concentrated more on working with/through the skin spirits, allowing them to help me make stronger connections with the corresponding totems. It’s not a new concept to me; I’ve been doing that with the wolf skin for years. And while I can work with the totems just fine without “intermediaries”, having some help along the way does make things easier, and helps me to concentrate on tasks beyond the initial connection. I’m not sure what will happen if I need to do some in-depth work with a totem whose skin/etc. is inaccessible, either through legalities or other limitations. I may simply end up doing a substitution of some sort, faux fur or other costumery with an animal spirit invited to reside inside. But it will help me to bring together the totemic and skin spirit works I do; I don’t think it will be all the skin spirit work will be limited to, but it’s a good starting place for more complex tasks.

Speaking of spirits, someone in a locked LJ post made a great observation. S/he made the comment that if a shaman were to question the validity of another person claiming to be a shaman, s/he would do best by consulting hir own spirits about the person. This makes a good deal of sense to me. Granted, it could be abused by those wanting to meet their own aims, but then again, what doesn’t face that particular potential fate? Still, it’s a good bit of food for thought.

Finally, I recently had the opportunity to stay in a hotel in Florida with an outdoor swimming pool while on a business trip for my day job. Now, I don’t swim all that often; my parents had an aboveground pool when I was growing up that came with the house they bought, but after I moved out after college my opportunities for swimming have been few and far between. I’m not a big fan of public pools; I want to swim, not dodge screaming children and beach balls. So my chances for swimming have been quite sporadic.

When I went out to swim on my last evening at the hotel, it was quiet; there was no one else in the pool, and the moon shone overhead. I had a chance to just enjoy being in the water without distraction. It was lovely. I allowed myself some time to simply commune with Water, feeling how buoyant I was in her embrace, and giving myself some time to play with her. I bounced against the bottom of the pool, letting the water carry me higher and higher, and cushioning my landing. I lay on my back and spun in circles. I splashed air under the surface to let the bubbles rise up and tickle my skin. I played as I haven’t in a good long while.

But then I got scared. I thought about diving under the surface like I used to do a lot. I loved pretending I was flying, not swimming, seeing the water not from above, but within, a matrix to move through. But tonight I balked. At first I told myself it was just that I didn’t want chlorine in my eyes, stinging and burning.

Then I stopped and really thought about it. I wasn’t really scared of the chlorine. I was letting a fear in the back of my head get to me–an unlikely, but visceral, fear of drowning. Now, I’ve never had a situation where I came close to drowning, though I’m not a fan of closed spaces–makes it tough to breathe. Still, I sometimes have an overactive imagination–reading about someone drowning (or otherwise dying badly) tends to make me cringe, and don’t even ask about violence in movies! (If you want to watch it, go for it–I’ll have my eyes closed, thanks.) I’ve even been known to have nightmares. I’m probably too squeamish for my own good, but more on that in a minute.

So I started to leave, but Water said no. She told me to wait, to come back, and face my irrational fears. So I waded back in. I’m not the world’s best swimmer, but I can swim. I submerged myself in the shallow end, and came back up quickly. Then I went under a little longer, and looked up at the surface. After a few more tries, I swam down to the bottom of the deep end, and touched the floor before coming back up.

And I wasn’t afraid any more. I knew no one was going to come along and drown me just because I was in the water. I knew I wasn’t going to black out for no reason while in the water. And all the irrational fears drifted off, washed away by my experiences with Water.

It’s a good reminder to me, to not let my fears get in the way–especially fears that have little founding. And it’s a good reminder to stop and think about fear before allowing it to dictate my actions. It’s not an easy thing to do; all my life there have been people’s voices saying “Fear this; be afraid of that–it’s the unknown, you shouldn’t go into it!” Sometimes I’ve been told that there are things that are known to be dangerous, and therefore I shouldn’t even learn about them, or even speak of them. Therefore they remain unknown, and terrifying. Yet when I approach them for myself, to see what the fuss is all about, I find that while they may be worrisome, knowing more about them make the fear less overwhelming. In other cases, the fear goes away entirely. And it’s not uncommon to find there was nothing to be afraid of in the first place.

Fear is a deep emotion; and Water can be both terrifying and delightful. Learning to gauge the right reaction to emotions–and to Water–is something that I may have to keep learning the rest of this life, but it’s a worthy endeavor.

*I really need to come up with a good nickname for the skin spirits, other than the private ritual names for them. If I started referring to the wolf skin spirit as Small Wolf, and the wolf totem as Wolf, would that make sense to you, dear readers?

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11:02 pm
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Chicago, Chicago, it's this town that I'm in, it's this town that I'm in...
Made it to Chicago! Well, Schaumburg, to be precise. Quick rundown of my day:

Got up at 8:30. Drove to airport.
Had a Subway sandwich for lunch so I wouldn't need to eat on the plane.
Got on the plane. Watched "The Producers" (the all-musical version with Nathan Lane & Matthew Broderick) on my laptop. This is why I didn't want to eat on the plane; so I wouldn't have to interrupt the movie.
Discovered how cramped it is for me to try to use a laptop on a plane.
Had to pack up the laptop just as "Springtime for Hitler" was starting. Landed in Chicago.

Got my bags. Took shuttle to Avis.
Stood in a sloooooow line waiting for a clerk while my laptop bag and camera bag tried to cut off the circulation to my shoulders.
Got a white Chevy Impala.

Got onto I-90. Paid a toll. Stopped at the Des Plaines Oasis for a quick snack.
Remember that time I got confused by the freeway signs, missed my exit, and had to pay an extra toll? I didn't let that happen again!
Got to the Hyatt Woodfield, the first time I've ever been there when it wasn't the dead of winter. The trees around the hotel were doing something weird! I think it's called "blooming".
Also, a bunch of rooms in one corner of the building have been all torn out for some sort of renovation. Fortunately, my room wasn't near them.

The inside of the hotel looked weird too. No furries!
Checked in. Plugged in the laptop, watched the rest of "The Producers". Watched some deleted scenes and outtakes. Man, Nathan Lane and Matthew Broderick sure got the giggles a lot!
Some guy tried to get into my room. Fortunately for me, his keycard wasn't working. I told him this was my room, and he left, presumably to return to the lobby and ask why they tried to assign two guests to the same room.

Went out to a coffee house called Coffeehaus. Met [info]linnaeus and other LAFF (Lake Area Furry Friends) members. We chatted awhile.
We went to a nearby Denny's for dinner, and chatted another while.
One of the furs went outside and came back in wearing a wolf suit. The staff got a kick outta that!

Returned to the hotel. My key didn't work. Wondered if it had something to do with the guy who tried to enter my room earlier.
Went down to the lobby all tired and annoyed. The clerk seemed to have trouble finding my reservation in the computer. Hoo boy.
Eventually he gave me another key card, I came back up here and tried it, and it worked.

Tomorrow: Sightseeing!

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08:57 pm
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Why Hillary is staying in the race...
Dear all,
I've found one reason why Hillary is staying the race. Electoral-Vote.com maintains the results of state-by-state polls.

When Obama goes against McCain, Obama gets 237 electoral votes, and McCain gets 290 votes.

When Clinton goes against McCain, Clinton gets 280 electoral votes, and McCain gets 241 votes.

This is just one collection of polls; other collections may have different results.

Take care, all.

UPDATE: [info]ytterbius points out that this data has been posted in politicsforum, as well as the rebuttal: polls this far from the election have little relation to how people will vote in November.

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08:48 pm
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I wanted to have this post to link to this post over on Therioshamanism, so here you go. Nice bit of a break from work stuff.

Animal Magic Workshop Series
With Lupa


Do you know what your totem animal is? Have you ever worked with a familiar—or wanted to? Ever been curious about what shapeshifting is all about? Now’s your chance to find out about these topics, and plenty of other areas of study and practice in animal magic! Over a series of six biweekly Wednesday workshops starting in June, join Lupa as she explores the following topics:

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Feel free to pass this on to anyone in the Portland area who may be interested. Thanks :)

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09:41 pm
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Rogers Park
This Y of pavement is just the park's driveway now. The road that crosses the top of the Y is still used, but it hasn't been US-2 in half a century.

Seventy years ago the main highway from the west met US-2 here. They fancied the junction by buinding a Y intersection instead of a simple T. That left a triangle of land surrounded by main roads on all sides.

Here they built a pylon of field stone, the typical Michigan field stone, a mix of rounded rocks of all types, the size of your two fists up to the size of your head or more, all brought down from Canada by the glaciers; granite, gneiss, puddingstone, schist, anything you can imagine, almost. Atop the pylon they put a flagpole. There were picnic tables and a drinking well. They planted trees.

The trees are fine. The pylon stands. The well and picnic area are gone, although there's still the rotted remains of one table. The flagpole is a rusty, bent pipe with no halyard. It has been that way, flagless, for decades.

It was a proud day when they finished the road from the west and dedicated this park. The flag was bright, snapping in the wind atop its pole. The bronze plaque honoring Fred Rogers, engineer and Highway Commissioner, was bright and new then too.

Such a proud day. The great task was finished, the magnificent highways were done. But the task is never really finished, is it?

Sometimes, in these quiet, cold, starry nights, I think that every man's ghost must walk where his greatest monument stands. Perhaps the only ones who find peace are those who leave no monument at all. Would they be the happiest ones, or the saddest?

The moon shines down on the great freeway that passes a quarter mile to the west. Even at this hour on a frosty night, cars and trucks rush past from time to time. What speeds they travel! How bright their headlights are!

It's a pity the freeway killed old US-2. It's a pity, in a way, that when they reconnected the state route from the west they moved it a couple tenths of a mile north of its former route, so it doesn't even connect to the Y of dead road around Rogers Park any more. It's sad to be bypassed, and to see the roads you built with such pride bypassed. And what's worse, it was obvious from the start that it had to happen some day. Way back in '38 I told them that the Y intersection was a bad idea.

But that four-lane highway out there-- the cars, the trucks with their brilliant headlights passing even in the wee hours of the morning, the sound of the traffic always somewhere, near or far, in the night air: That is some piece of work. Just look at it!

I mean, I mean, just LOOK at it all! Damn!

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09:58 pm
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Rent-A-Baphnedia is available soon!
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08:07 pm
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Which is better?
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10:21 pm
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[Offbeat] What?
What the shit... I just saw a Geico commercial with Mrs. Butterworth.

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06:45 pm
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online conversation
You say, "And it's pretty academic really. The big thing I want to run right now is Pendragon or possibly CoC."
You say, "Which are about as low-magic as you can get really."
P- says, "Uther Pendragon vs. Shoggoth."
D- mrrs. "I don't know, Pendragon zombie has got to be pretty tough."
M- says, "Shoggoth beats Pendragon."
M- says, "Shoggoth beats wraith! Shoggoth beats EVERYTHING!"
You say, "It'd be a cool game though. You'd hear news from up north and have refugees fleeing west from Wales. Your band of knights would head east and north, and the landscape would turn into this greyed, brittle thing thanks to an object which fell from the heavens. You'd fight strange warped wildlife that literally disintegrated on your swords and lances."
M- says, "Then you see the foe and Lancelot rips his own head off while screaming obscenities to god and man and Gawain *eats* the Green Knight."
You say, "Then you'd finally negotiate with the mi-go who are mining tin in Wales, you'd come face to face with a burbling pool of constantly forming and reforming mouths and eyeballs, and the few who'd survive would become pious hermits."
M-says, "Also. Wales IS pretty forsaken. Good call there."
P- says, "That would be a great way to end the Pendragon campaign, then, and segue into CoC."
K- returns from phone call. "So in true Pendragon style the Pendragon characters would have founded estates which are now country homes with miles and miles of horrid tunnels twisting beneath them and in 1924 the characters' CoC descendents would inherit the land?"
P- nods, "Exactly!"
You say, "And they'd find old illuminated stuff painted on the walls about how to turn shoggoths into dust."
P- says, "Well, maybe some of it survived the ages. :)"
You say, "Along with one of the Pendragon characters, who'd slept for centuries until the hour of need/been stuck in a mi-go suspended animation tube until the security of the area is breached."
M- says, "As a brain in a jar with a sword, K-?"
You say, "Naw, I was thinking more about the end of Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade with the 'strange attire for a knight' thing. You'd have this ancient dude challenging the characters in archaic Latin, because obviously they're spirits and understand Latin."
M- says, "You know. 1920s characters probably would."

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06:24 pm
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Just on for a sec, checking email. Saw this in today's paper, and had to share the groan-worthy pun:

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09:21 pm
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Review: "What Science Offers the Humanities"
In honor of the [info]goblinpaladin's birthday (last month...), here is a review of What Science Offers the Humanities: Integrating Body and Culture by Edward Slingerland, 2008.

There's an old Isaac Asimov essay I recall reading where he discusses the implicit social hierarchy of different fields of study. You know, where math is more prestigious than physics, which is in turn 'above' chemistry, which is 'above' biology, et cetera. Asimov then asked (I paraphrase), "What's above mathematics?"

His answer was "the humanities". And he defended the answer with a little story, whose details I've sadly forgotten, but which essentially compared the reactions of the faculty at a school to (a) a student named Cicero failing rhetoric and (b) a student named Gauss failing mathematics. Asimov pointed out that all of them would laugh at the former (being as we all know Cicero was a great orator) but that only the math and science people would be amused at the latter (being as none of the humanities scholars would ever have heard of a mere mathematician, nor cared about his extraordinary influence upon mere math and sciences).

Sociologically, Asimov was probably just about right. Ontology, however, is Professor Slingerland's game, and he proposes just the opposite. And inverting this hierarchy - making the case for humanities as a higher-order level of explanation above neuroscience, psychology, biology, et cetera, the same way chemistry is a higher-order level of explanation above quantum physics, and just as dependent on its substrate - is the purpose of his book. It is so, he explains, because humanities is in desperate need of new life - it is visibly, clearly stagnating, as many scholars have observed, and Slingerland argues that an "embodied" or "vertically integrated" view of the humanities is necessary to move forward. Thus What Sciences Offers the Humanities seeks to open a new strain of humanities studies in close collaboration with scientific knowledge.

There. Now let us discuss what it does.

What Science Offers the Humanities, between introduction and conclusion, is divided into three parts. The first is a refutation of the objectivist and postmodernist views of humanity, the second his physicalist tertium quid based on modern cognitive science, and the third a defense of his view against a few anticipated objections. It is quite enough of a task for a bookshelf of books, and indeed Slingerland makes reference to at least that many along the way. Further, it is by its very nature difficult reading in many places - Slingerland in this book writes philosophy, and a modern philosopher must blaze a path through some of the harshest terrain in our mental landscapes.

(Incidentally, delicious little metaphors like that are featured prominently in Slingerland's "vertically integrated" model of humanity, described in Part 2. More on that anon.)

First, the refutations. Objectivism (which, in this case, contains a sort of Smullyan-logician theory of the person and the correspondence theory of truth) Slingerland spends comparatively little time with - while it is certainly not unpopular (I have strong inclinations in its direction myself), strong criticisms of it are well-established in the humanities, to whose scholars Slingerland addresses the book. Thus he deals his objections out quickly and competently (though not completely enough for my satisfaction - as I said, strong inclinations) and turns his attention to the other side.

Postmodernism, he explains, is a controversial term to use for what he describes. As he explains in the introduction, "virtually every [modern] postmodernist denies being one". Thus his treatment of postmodernism ends up extended over two chapters, with one dedicated chiefly to showing that, as he defines it, the appellation "postmodernist" still applies to many of the scholars he addresses, and only afterwards establishing the self-refuting nature of postmodernist theories. Naturally, for the non-postmodernist reader, these are among the most difficult chapters in the book - possibly by its very disconnect with experiential reality, postmodernist writing is almost invariably turgid. The density of the material is leavened by Slingerland's well-executed asides and rhetorical flourishes - his discussion of the Sokal hoax particularly struck my fancy - but those with an active disinterest in postmodernism may find it tiring. However, those coming from the humanities would be likely to profit much from these chapters - both by exposure to some basic objections to certain common lines of thought in the works of their peers and, if they share said lines of thought, by exposure to problems with their theoretical frameworks that need resolution or refutation.

Having thus cleared the ground, Slingerland turns to his own theory.

I will not attempt to elaborate his theory for him. The most central element of it is the theory of conceptual blending. This theory (originating, Slingerland says, with Gilles Fauconnier and Mark Turner) maintains that most (perhaps all) of human thought involves the mixing of properties from various already-existing ideas, as illustrated in expressions like "digging your own financial grave". This sort of combination (in the example, drawing the emotional content of the grave to accent the suggestion that a given financial plan is unsound), Slingerland argues, is a fundamental, universal part of how human beings work with ideas - he demonstrates its generality to analysis of cultural artifacts (a major part of humanities) with an analysis of the fourth-century B.C.E. Chinese Confucian work Mencius by blending theory.

After introducing his theory, much of the rest of the book deals with probable objections from the humanities tradition. (As a proponent of a minority theory, Slingerland is obliged to spend the main part of his book in its defense.) It is interesting material - defenses of pragmatism, refutations of common fears of reductionism, and the like - and competently presented, but it is certainly a decline from the excitement of the various introductions - of his theory, of postmodernism's weaknesses, of objectivism's weaknesses, and of the book entire.

It is not surprising when a book is exciting at the start and less so towards the end. What struck me in this case, however, is that there is a definite sense of the precise element lacking - and, ironically, that element is science. Slingerland is a fan of science, but he is a sinologist - student of Chinese culture - not a scientist. He has a breadth of scientific reading that does him great credit, a breadth far in excess of mine own, but his lack of depth in the specific fields shows. He quotes Dawkins and Dennett excellently, but he seems to need to. It is not a fault - he isn't a scientist - but the difference does make his very real contributions seem a little grayer in contrast.

What is the bottom line?

Slingerland's What Science Offers the Humanities is an excellent epistle to a world of humanities work in need of new insight - one with the understanding of the Academy whose lack prevents the Sokals, and even the Dawkins and the Dennetts, from engaging and not antagonizing its audience. It draws from the strength of the sciences to build a vision of a better university - for, as Slingerland points out in the conclusion, the sociological and psychological studies are rapidly approaching territory which requires knowledge of the humanities, just as they are - or should be - transforming the understanding of what the humanities contain.

As a popular science book, it is not. In its path, it alludes to a spread of important discoveries to understanding of the humanities, and of humanity, but its aim is not to bring true comprehension of these to the reader. Its aim is to show that the social sciences are relevant.

It shows this. That is enough.

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08:51 pm
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Wine bottles?
I seem to recall someone on my flist was looking for wine bottles for making wine. We've got about two-dozen, if someone wanted them.

Also...
24 HOURS UNTIL ENGLAND!@

SQUEEE!

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05:50 pm
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Plush Necronomicon Pillow Book
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05:48 pm
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Disappointed by PMOG and StumbleUpon
I was so excited about PMOG.com when I started playing it yesterday. It didn't take long for me to see that game has so many bugs that it's barely usable. Seriously, I spent hours trying out tons of things, and almost every time, I couldn't get it to work. It's incompatible with the NoScript extension, as it turns out, and I am not going to surf to undescribed sites on a stranger's tip without NoScript! That would be real dangerous, not pretend-game dangerous.

I'm going to disable the PMOG extension for a couple weeks, and then give it another try. Maybe they'll have ironed out some of the bugs by then. The other off-putting thing is that game is set up with a huge potential for abuse: spamming, harassment, shock sites. Even the star rating system may not be able to hold that in check.

I wanted so much to like PMOG. I was so excited by the idea of turning web browsing into an adventure, earning points and leveling up, leaving treasures in secret places for other wanderers to find, all with an artistic and classy steampunk context. I would like to see PMOG be a creation of many intelligent users, like Wikipedia, crafting something new and well-written by gestalt, but it may very likely turn out to be even more disappointing than StumbleUpon.

I still use StumbleUpon.com all the time, and you all know how much I love it! However, I had high expectations for it that I haven't seen come about. From the start, I hoped that Stumblers would leave opinions on websites, of a caliber like this: letting you know whether a download is safe or functional, providing links to mirrors or competitor businesses, challenging the validity of a piece, warning of hoaxes, and describing their emotional or intellectual reactions to a piece. Whenever I have doubts about a web page, then I could check what all the Stumblers had to say about it. It would be like having everything on the web peer-reviewed. That really would revolutionize web browsing.

Unfortunately, comments that useful or intelligent are rare. Most comments that Stumblers leave on websites are vapid: a quote from the site itself, or a bandwidth-robbing image, or a vague grunt such as "nice," or a remark like "I'll come back and look at this later," showing that they haven't even read it yet. (Sometimes when they do string together a whole sentence of original thought, it becomes apparent that they only went "tl;dr" and kept on channel-surfing without even reading the whole front page of a site.) None of these provide any insight on the web page. The page of Stumbler comments might as well not even be there.

I like the StumbleUpon software and its potential, but I'm really disappointed by what its users have done with it... and that's a shame, since the whole point was for the users to construct an interesting body of commentary about the web.

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01:19 am
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Am halfway through the huge stack of marking. 6 down, 7 to go. Discovered I really *do* need a rubber stamp which says "Carbon only has 4 bonds!!". I'm sick of writing that.

I also want to moan about having to mark exam papers that reek of cigarette smoke. Technically, if the kid is 18 it isn't any of my business what they choose to do with their bodies - but it's ewww.

Today I got to tell one of the kiddies that if she carries on doing the amount of work she's been doing, she'll get a D for her A-level rather than the B she needs for university. She has 5 written exams to sit for chemistry, and she's only done a handful of past papers for 1 of them. She seems to suffer from a total inability to THINK for herself. It bothers me that her parents are PAYING for her to not learn because she doesn't do her share of the work. Also, the lazy students tend to blame me when they get bad marks.

Stupid quote of the day: "Some herbicides have helped eradicate malaria (2-4-D) in some countries."

Also, I think I might have worked out what's going on with my digestive system, and it's rather interesting in a totally TMI sort of way.

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04:58 pm
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Out of Town: Mesa Verde
My parents suggested [info]teaotter and I go on a short vacation with them, so tomorrow (much to early in the morning) we are flying to Denver to meet them, and from there we are going to Durango Colorado and driving to Mesa Verde, where we will spend a couple of days. We'll have two nights there and two nights in Durango, which will be punctuated by a train ride through some mountains. From my PoV, the most interesting part is the fact that the train is a coal-fired, steam-powered locomotive, and that should be fascinating and the mountains will hopefully be somewhat interesting. I'm certain to have internet access in Durango (we're stay at a Marriott), but have no clue if there will be any sort of info access at the lodge in Mesa Verde. I'm hoping they have wifi, but if not, I'll be offline until Saturday evening, which is a prospect that definitely does not fill me with joy. Thankfully, I have a wealth of paper and ebooks and Becca for company. This should be the last trip I make with my distinctly aging PDA, so future travels should be brightened by a far superior ebook reader and media player.

Mesa Verde should definitely be interesting – my parents other two suggestions for places to visit were various Southwestern scenic areas (Zion and the Grand Canyon), which certainly look impressive in photographs, but are equally certain to not be remotely my sort of thing (having little interest in wilderness areas, especially ones located in deserts). OTOH, I've studied (rather longer ago than I care to think about) the Anasazi culture a bit, but have never actually seen any Anasazi sites, so that should be fascinating. I'll have my lovely new camera with me, so there will most definitely be photos posted here.

While it looks to be enjoyable, I find that for me the primary importance of travel is visiting people I like, and that's most definitely not the case here – I dislike having to temporarily reshape myself and my life to avoid conflict with my parents (and the associated risk of decreased parental largesse). However, the timing is at least good, since I seem to have two weeks off between various projects (which is the first two weeks without impressive deadline pressure that I've had for more than six months). I'm also once again struck by how lucky I am to live in a diverse and cosmopolitan city, where I can very easily find all manner of food compatible with my dairy allergy. However, all reports indicate that the food at Mesa Verde is some version of traditional Navajo, which sounds both delicious and workable. In any case, I shall return to Portland early Sunday evening, stressed from visiting my parents, but hopefully with some interesting experiences to show for it.

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03:16 pm
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State of the Move


Living Room - 80% packed
Kitchen - 20% packed
My bedroom - 20%

Cats move Thursday
Walter and I move Thursday to be with cats
Furniture and U-Haul Saturday

If you can help us move on Saturday, you will earn our eternal gratitude, and all the free spaghetti you can eat. Pop me an email if you're interested, carnival1973 @ yahoo.com.

On a quest for a free kitchen or dining table w/chairs, a papasan and a couch. If you have any of these things and want to get rid of them, please let me know. :)

Oof, I'm going insane. Too much stuff left to get done and not enough time. I'm running like a chicken with my head cut off from the time I wake up till way past when I should be in bed. I want to be DONE and living in our wonderful new home already.

*deep calming sigh*

Ok - I feel better now. I have to remember to get to a pharmacy tonight and pick up more of the old style ephedrine containing allergy pills. They're the only things that seem to dent the dust filled air in the house right now. You know it's bad when you blow your nose and find lint. o.O

The kitties are getting anxious. Well, except for Amber, who can't breathe well enough to feel anxious. She snorkles pitifully and looks up at me with those big green eyes saying "momma - I don't feel good..." It's enough to break a girl's heart. But the new place is much newer and dust free, and we've put in a heavy duty filter for the air circulation - so she should be feeling better soon.

almostdonealmostdonealmostdone

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02:42 pm
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I've now had a chance to read the "Evangelical Manifesto" that we discussed earlier.

It's rather well done and there's much to commend here. The concluding "Invitation to All" is particularly welcome. So too is what is probably the document's strongest contribution and best hope for achieving what it seeks to accomplish, namely its tone, which is reasonable and almost aggressively civil.

I'm also quite pleased to find that this document, endorsed by some notable and influential leaders in American evangelicalism, includes concern for the poor and the powerless as non-negotiable hallmarks of the faith. And I'm even more pleased that it does so without any sense that such commitments must be over-defended as matters of "controversy." Ditto for the manifesto's repeated references to the stewardship of creation and its fleeting, but welcome, endorsement of "a high view of science" and condemnation of the oppression of women.

There are also several points on which I disagree with the writers and several more points I would need to ask them to clarify. Here, for example:

All too often we have tried to be relevant, but instead of creating "new wineskins for the new wine," we have succumbed to the passing fashions of the moment and made noisy attacks on yesterday’s errors, such as modernism, while capitulating tamely to today’s, such as postmodernism.

The writers here seem to be endorsing something other than "modernism" or "postmodernism," but what that might be isn't quite clear. The logical implication would seem to be pre-modernism, but I'm fairly sure that's not what they mean either.

Postmodern there seems to be a bogeyman word meaning, I take it, all the bad things that it might possibly mean and none of the good. (That's a bit odd in a document that otherwise seems to borrow an awful lot from Stanley Hauerwas.)

Elsewhere the document criticizes fundamentalism as "an essentially modern reaction to the modern world." That's astute, but it's difficult to understand such a critique if a discussion of the failures of modernism, i.e., postmodernism, is forbidden as "error." My best guess here is that what the writers are really on about is what they earlier condemn as "an inadequate view of truth." Their dedication to truth is admirable, but it's also troublesome throughout the document due to their own inadequate view of uncertainty.

One gets the sense that one is reading a document written by people who automatically translate "we cannot be certain" into "there is no truth." This makes it difficult for someone like me, who believes the former but not the latter, to engage what they're saying. In any case a bit of humble, postmodern, chastened, glass-darkly epistemology might have helped to rescue the manifesto's discussion of sola scriptura, which seems premised on the idea that certainty is readily and easily available to us humans. (That notion strikes me as, to borrow a phrase, "an essentially modern reaction to the modern world.")

The other bogeyman word here seems to be "secularism." Making this a bogeyman word leads to some serious confusion in the section of the manifesto subtitled, "A civil rather than a sacred or naked public square." What they're advocating here is secularism, but they've decided they can't call it that, so instead we get a page and a half endorsing secularism and the separation of church and state while simultaneously condemning "secularism" and the "strict separation of church and state." It isn't pretty.

The language they are thus forced to rely on comes from the man who led them into this linguistic mess, from Richard John Neuhaus and his book The Naked Public Square. Neuhaus' big idea there was that secularism is, itself, a kind of religion. Thus, for Neuhaus, a non-sectarian government is really sectarian -- it sides with and privileges non-sectarianism as a kind of state religion. The refusal to impose state-sanctioned sectarian prayer on public school students is thus, in this view, an establishment of the "religion" of secularism. And the refusal to accede to a sectarian argument based primarily on the particular tenets of a sect is thus mere bigotry.

That's just a slightly more sophisticated version of the whole "your 'tolerance' is really just intolerance of my intolerance" shtick, the boilerplate nonsense of bigots attempting to pose as victims. Since the writers of the "Evangelical Manifesto" explicitly condemn "posing as victims" for political gain, they might want to rethink relying on Neuhaus here for the framing of this question.

Where the manifesto ends up on the matter is this:

Our commitment is to a civil public square -- a vision of public life in which citizens of all faiths are free to enter and engage the public square on the basis of their faith, but within a framework of what is agreed to be just and free for other faiths too.

"A civil public square" providing a "framework of what is agreed to be just and free" to "citizens of all faiths" regardless of sectarian particulars. If I were on the "$25,000 Pyramid" and Betty White said all that to me, I'd be shouting "secularism! ... separation of church and state!"

But here's my biggest problem with the document. "Contrary to widespread misunderstanding today, we Evangelicals should be defined theologically, and not politically, socially or culturally," it says on page 4. "Evangelicalism must be defined theologically and not politically; confessionally and not culturally," it repeats on page 8.

Amen and amen. But then on page 13 it says this:

We call for an expansion of our concern beyond single-issue politics, such as abortion and marriage, and a fuller recognition of the comprehensive causes and concerns of the Gospel, and of all the human issues that must be engaged in public life. Although we cannot back away from our biblically rooted commitment to the sanctity of every human life, including those unborn, nor can we deny the holiness of marriage as instituted by God between one man and one woman ...

The "A-word" is out of the bag, and I don't suppose there's anything I could write here to prevent that from becoming the sole and heated topic in the comment thread below, but my point here is not the substance of the anti-abortion and anti-gay stances that the authors say they "cannot back away from." Nor do I want to get distracted by the question of whether or not "the holiness of marriage as instituted by God" would be an adequate line of argument "within a framework of what is agreed to be just and free for other faiths too."

My point here is the authors' perception, probably correct, that their call to move "beyond single-issue politics" needed to be followed immediately by an emphatic demonstration of their agreement with the majority of Evangelicals on those two issues. This document is not about those two things, but the authors recognize that unless they reaffirm these positions on these two issues, then none of the people they're trying to reach will listen to another word they say.

Please don't misunderstand me. I'm not questioning the sincerity of the authors and signatories when they reaffirm these political stances. I am sure they are being perfectly sincere. But what is it that they are doing here with such sincerity? What is the purpose of this ritual reaffirmation?

The authors affirm that they oppose abortion and same-sex marriage in order to demonstrate that they belong, to demonstrate that their voices are legitimate voices in their community, to demonstrate that they are "Evangelicals." And what is the key, the touchstone, the Shibboleth for that demonstration? Two, and only two, political opinions. To be anti-abortion and anti-homosexuality may not be sufficient to demonstrate that one is an Evangelical, but it is necessary -- far more necessary than any given theological or confessional belief.

The manifesto's splendid language about reaching out to "the poor, the sick, the hungry, the oppressed, the socially despised, and being faithful stewards of creation and our fellow-creatures" belongs to a different category. Such opinions are acceptable, perhaps even admirable, but they are not Shibboleths that demonstrate one's valid membership in the community.

Here, then, is the "Evangelical Manifesto." It is an often persuasive and eloquent argument that political and cultural definitions of "Evangelical" are illegitimate. Yet even here -- in the midst of that argument -- the authors cannot avoid bowing to the demands of exactly those political and cultural definitions.

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12:09 am
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Todd Slaughter to Stella Rho
Who was Stella Rho BTW? I only know 2 pictures she was in, Sweeney Todd and Maria Marten or, the Murder In The Red Barn...

Mrs Lovett: "....but you won't take my money with you!"
Todd: "Where YOOOU'RE going you'll need no money! hehehehehehehe......"

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0722310/

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07:15 pm
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@ Denver
Making a connection to San Jose. More posting later. Flight to SJ slightly delayed from boarding due to "something in the lavatory that's giving off electric shocks"

Uh...

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12:01 am
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TIIIIIIM-BER?
Why?
do I keep thinking of that scene in Droopy's Good Deed (sadly butchered on public TV) where Spike cuts the tree down and yells TIIIIIIM
- and as the tree inevitably strikes him on the noggin driving his upper part through the fallen trunk - BURRR?

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11:14 pm
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TIIIIIIIIIIIIIM-BER
The porch is down or at least the bulk of the frame is.
I took an electric jigsaw and severed the two protruding parts of the frame on the outer part, then removed the guttering and severed the beam the gutter had been attached to and the cross piece mid way up the porch. The saw cut through all but the outer ¼" of the protruding parts, and a downwards pull...
C-R-E-A-K-

CRACKLE?RUSTLE!

CRACK! CRUNCH!

And it was off bar the bits along the brick walls of the house - which may require careful extraction.

All this before (just before) 7.30 pip emma. I wouldn't normally use power tools at this time of night and not after them.... I have neighbours after all.

Followed it by listening to the end of Desmond Carrington's "The Music Goes Round and Around" on Radio2 while drinking first 500ml of Bulmers pear cider over ice then finishing the ice with a can of coke.

Now

I can get a ladder up that wall
remove the dud cement on the fillet
redo the cement fillet (after expanding foam filling the biggest holes?)
upgrade the TV aerial (I fitted this one for Auntie years ago. There's a degree of spare cable where it went around the edge of the porch).

Once the fillet is done the damp will be kept out and we can replaster and finish the ante-shower room!

Every step leads on....

........The road goes ever on
down from the door where it began
now far ahead the road has gone
and I must follow it if I can.....

Tolkien

....Keep right on to the end of the road
Keep right on to the end
Tho' the way be long
let your heart be strong
Keep right on round the bend *
Tho' you're tired and weary
still journey on
'til you come to your Happy Abode
Where all you love and you're dreaming of...
will be there....
at the end....
of the Road....

Lauder

Jog along Jasper
Jog along Jasper do
Never mind your shanty tune
Forget your blues and sing a little foxtrot
Ain't got nothin',
never had nothin',
Jus' goin' middlin'
Fun considerin'
Poor Old Jasper has to keep on joggin' along!....


Haven't played that one for twenty years? I know the case it's in though, and it's a Regal 10-incher.

I must restrain m'self I'm overspent... the trouble is you only realise that in the mid month when there's precious lttle you can do.

WANNA BUY A WARDROBE??

* = Round the Bend is a pretty good description of me sometimes... theres a reason why I feel affinity to the jackass

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08:47 am
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Annoyances
Qantas Domestic baggage handlers can destroy laptop screens. Even if the laptop is in a padded bag.

The cost of repairing a laptop screen is more than the cost of a new laptop with more ram, hdd and cpu power.

You can no longer buy laptops with PCMCIA, because they all have ExpressCard connections.

Dad's 3G Wireless Internet connection is PCMCIA, so now I have to buy him a new card to fit. The way Telstra has things set up, when you buy a new 3G connection you also buy a new account despite having a perfectly good old account linked to a now-useless card. I have to cancel the old account, if I can find the details, and set up the new account, and hope that Telstra doesn't bugger everything up and cancel the office ADSL account as well.

ah bugger. I *know* they're going to do that.

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02:42 pm
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Fedora, MySQL DBD, Finally
From the release notes:
http://docs.fedoraproject.org/release-notes/f9/en_US/sn-DatabaseServers.html#sn-MySQL-DBD


The MySQL DBD driver has been dual-licensed and the related licensing issues have been resolved (https://bugzilla.redhat.com/bugzilla/show_bug.cgi?id=222237). The resulting apr-util-mysql package is now included in the Fedora software repositories.


I had wondered if they would ever get that in.

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01:58 pm
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ME! ME!
Leave a comment and I will
a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your LJ.

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01:48 pm
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Breaking the habit
I'm trying to eat a healthier diet. I've been getting in slowly better shape over the last ten months- something I've been worried about; according to my parents, when they visited, I'm visibly slimmer than I was when I left. Which is good; I wasn't sure, because I've only been seeing the change slowly. That said, I'm still moderately overweight. Not enough to go back on the (successful) diet I used two years ago (although it's an option on the table), but I know my eating habits have slipped, and I intend to bring them back in line.

Dropping caffeine has made me healthier, full stop. I sleep much better now, and I'm no less alert for it now that I've adapted to not constantly having this stimulant in my bloodstream. My physical activity levels have been constantly ramping up; now that Rakeela and I both have bikes, we're going places more, and that's good for us both. The addition of a Dance Dance Revolution set should help me get some extra cardiovascular work in as well; it's a game, but it's also exercise equipment, and I intend to treat it as such.

So the habit I'm dropping now: soda. I'd mostly shaken it two years ago, but slowly ramped up my intake of such in the interim, back to Microsoft's abundant availability of such- a "perk" with distinctly negative health effects. That and a tendency to snack throughout the second half of the day; I'm reminding myself again to eat only when hungry, not habitually- the thing that got me 40 lbs. overweight two years ago in the first place. (I'm stil lighter than that now.)

So the best way around that? Almost-water, and lots of it. Crap with artificial sweetener doesn't count. (I agree with Bill Nye's take on it: it's stupid to go out of your way to drink something carefully tuned to have no nutritional value whatsoever.) Carbonated water with fruit oil (and no sweetening)? Bring it on. Herbal tea that isn't "decaffeinated" so much as "never was caffeinated in the first place"? It works too.

I think the first sign that I'm really on the right track again was my briefly considering whether or not I wanted a root beer today since I had a relatively small lunch, and then deciding that the effects of that much sugar at once weren't worth it.

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01:46 pm
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More space wasted
NSFW audio



They itch!

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03:48 pm
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oh right
IE7 has no clue about the css3 'border-radius' properties so I'm either going to have to lose rounded borders on this site I'm doing at work, or do it the ugly hacky way. sigh. And it doesn't support stuff like :before, either. Maybe I'll just use some Javascript to generate all the redundant HTML. Bleah.

Or I could just remove the borders entirely. That has its own appeal.

God, I hate dealing with IE.

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01:53 pm
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$#@^$~!
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )

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08:21 pm
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Devious Journal Entry
Mistral had me as her chosen for the art exchange over on Rashan's forum, and she presented me with this gorgeous piece of art:


Raindrops Keep Falling...
by ~Dragonmistral on deviantART

I had the laptop out in the garden while watching Tanis in his run, I think he likes the art too, he tried to nibble the keyboard :D

In other news, I'm an auntie again. Findlay made an appearance this morning and both him and mummy Emma are doing fine. Anthony and I are going to head over to see them all on Saturday.

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you are now free to move about the country
Hey, out of totally idle curiosity, I wonder where all SwissAir flies? Well, let's just go check out some likely-looking airline route website....



Um. Huh. Apparently, SwissAir flies to the apocalyptic future, wherein The Big One has caused many cities to migrate, occasionally by hundreds of miles. Or something. I mean, I knew that Cleveland was called "the mistake on the lake"; I'm just pretty sure the lake in question wasn't Lake Huron. I also don't recall the leisurely hour-long coastal drive from San Francisco to Oakland, thought admittedly I haven't been paying a ton of attention to such matters.

On the bright side, this means that New Orleans won't have as many flooding-related mishaps from here on out. And I could probably drive to Las Vegas in about four hours or so, which is nice.

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07:12 pm
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Past few days in hits and misses.
It's been a long few days. Let's do this in the Yay and Boo style that other people favour.

Saturday:
- 4.5 hours of work starting at 11.30am.
+ Saw Tim & Peter.
+ Peter is my personal computer fairy, bringing me a "new" laptop for Ludy plus an official Microsoft Office 97 install disc. Don't ask what I need it for (will explain later).
+ Went out for dinner at the nice Italian that's not open on Sundays.
- Wanted to go to sleep before Tim & Peter had even left (impressive, considering that they are morning people and I'm not!).
- It took me/us 5 hours or so to reinstall Windows & put all the new software onto Ludy's "new" computer. Got to bed far too late.
+ It was kinda fun to put music I like & think she'll like and photos of us/things meaningful to us on the computer for her. I get why people like to be computer fairies now!

Sunday, Monday & Tuesday )

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10:22 am
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Entry in Sean Reynold's LJ reminded me of this weird idea I'd had about fantasy worlds/fantasy games.

In a world full of magic, pretty much everyone knows some magic. It's not big stuff. Nearly everyone can clear up their own boils, or vaguely dim minor pains, or keep the dye on their clothes colorfast for a little longer, or keep the edge on their knife for half a year as opposed to a month, slightly reduce their chances of getting food poisoning or increase their luck fishing, etc. The same way pretty much all GURPS characters have 5 points of quirks, this might be all D&D characters get 3 cantrips or something.

When you get up to higher "levels" - and higher means something like a 1st or 2nd level spell - you get more effectatious stuff, preventing ergotism or proof against food poisoning, or making sure the corn is more fertile, or that your horses don't die while foaling, and so on, but PCs don't really want any of that stuff. In D&D this is usually spell function provided by members of the "Adept" NPC class.

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