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November 1st, 2003
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Important journal update
Look -- I doubt most of you regularly read my journal (all together now: This isn't my journal, it's my LJ), owing to it being not-on-Livejournal, (especially lately) sporadically updated and (especially lately) mostly details about my mundane life. (Of course, many of you take the noble route and watch tomorrowlands, as you should. Go you!)

But if you're only going to read one journal entry this year, please make it tonight's [alt link].

It won't be news to many of you, but it is the first time I've found the courage to expose Glineth and Cobalt's deaths to a general audience.

Needless to say, Glineth has been on my mind a great deal the last few days. I'm not usually one to make such requests, but a few moments of quiet emotional support would be appreciated.

Update, Nov. 1: A UPS blew out on the server hosting Tomorrowlands this afternoon. Web access is still a little sporadic; aeto's on the problem. If you can't get anything from the link, try again in a few hours.

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Final Fantasy X OST, "To Zanarkand"
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From:raki
Date:November 1st, 2003 06:29 am (UTC)
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{hug}
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From:kuangning
Date:November 1st, 2003 07:17 am (UTC)
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I was the only one who felt sorry for her, and I did nothing. Nobody else could be expected to care for a murderer and traitor; and why should they? But day after day, I stared numbly at the spot where she died, watching the fading of the traces of her passing, the black stain on the ground. I cried out "Why?" and got no reply; I wished to somehow change history and undo the horrible damage done. But for all the time I stared at her remains, I never could work up the nerve to properly see her off, to offer one final act of forgiveness and compassion and give her the respect in death I gave her all her life.

It's a difficult, heart-wrenching thing, to feel torn between two loyalties. All I really have to say on this is that I truly admire you for having the compassion to grieve for the person responsible for destroying your child. I'm not sure I could do the same. And, in case you're wondering, it is absolutely the right and human -- and you know how I feel, I think, about the concept of humanity -- to me, it is the human thing, to find that compassion within yourself, even for her.

*hugs.* hang in there. It may not always feel like it, but you are doing just fine.
From:kshandra
Date:November 1st, 2003 01:20 pm (UTC)
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All I really have to say on this is that I truly admire you for having the compassion to grieve for the person responsible for destroying your child. I'm not sure I could do the same.

Yeah, that.

I also want to thank you for sharing this part of yourself with me. We don't know one another well, and to have you entrust me with this sort of information is an honor.
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From:caribbeanblue
Date:November 1st, 2003 08:03 am (UTC)

*sends hugs*

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You've got the support; if you ever need to talk, I'm storygirl1014 on AIM.

*lights candles*

M
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From:arcturax
Date:November 1st, 2003 09:14 am (UTC)
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*just hugs quietly*
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From:jolantru
Date:November 1st, 2003 04:20 pm (UTC)
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Heart and streaddi.
Heart and strength.

*hugs*
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