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June 5th, 2004
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... it's been a year as of today.

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From:kuangning
Date:June 5th, 2004 04:58 pm (UTC)
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*hugs tightly.* It doesn't go away. But it does get easier. Spend what time you can with the sunshine on your face. You're in my thoughts.
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From:dragondazd
Date:June 5th, 2004 05:30 pm (UTC)
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uh, since what?
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From:baxil
Date:June 5th, 2004 08:46 pm (UTC)
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From:dragondazd
Date:June 5th, 2004 08:52 pm (UTC)
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locked? eh?
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From:baxil
Date:June 5th, 2004 09:05 pm (UTC)
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ah, hells, Tlands' PERL is broken. here until I can get a workaround up.
From:halyn
Date:June 5th, 2004 05:42 pm (UTC)
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*hug* I didn't know. It may be little comfort to hear right now, but it will get better. The sting will fade, even if this brings back unpleasant memories. You're in my thoughts.
From:tropism
Date:June 5th, 2004 07:04 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*
From:soreth
Date:June 5th, 2004 07:46 pm (UTC)
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We close our eyes and the world has turned around again
We close our eyes and dream
And another year has come and gone
We close our eyes and the world has turned around again...


It seems appropriate. My condolences.
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From:baxil
Date:June 6th, 2004 01:11 am (UTC)
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Ironically, "We Close Our Eyes" is already in my mind indelibly linked with the tragedy. Heh. More appropriate than you know. :-,

Beatiful song, though. Especially the live version.
From:soreth
Date:June 6th, 2004 01:31 am (UTC)
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I remember... it was the first thing that popped into my head after seeing this post, though. I hope the bitter was at least a little less than the sweet. n..n;

And yes, I completely agree, especially about the live version.

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From:elynne
Date:June 5th, 2004 07:49 pm (UTC)
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*wince* I'm sorry, love. *hugs* The thing with the kittens has nothing to do with it... but now I'll remember them together, and ow. Ow ow ow fuck. *tight hugs*
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From:auryanne
Date:June 5th, 2004 07:55 pm (UTC)
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I don't know what's going on, can I offer an internet hug anyway?
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From:baxil
Date:June 6th, 2004 01:12 am (UTC)
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The backstory. Thank you for your support.
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From:delcan
Date:June 5th, 2004 07:56 pm (UTC)
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Life carries on, when nothing else matters. The best any of us can do is keep on keeping on.

If there's anything any of us can do to help you out, I don't think anyone will refuse. I certainly won't.
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From:kistaro
Date:June 5th, 2004 08:15 pm (UTC)
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And you're still going. It still hurts, and it will never be forgotten- by any of us- but you keep living anyway.

Do you just go on
love what's gone?

(Full lyrics here.)

*hugs*
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From:kadyg
Date:June 5th, 2004 09:48 pm (UTC)
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I don't know how much it will help...but if you need me, you know where I am.
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From:baphnedia
Date:June 5th, 2004 10:23 pm (UTC)
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Some things do not fade much at all with the passage of time. Remember and honor them. *hugs*
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From:lysana
Date:June 5th, 2004 10:31 pm (UTC)
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*hugs* I wish I had other words than what's been said before.
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From:ngarewyrd
Date:June 5th, 2004 10:35 pm (UTC)
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*offers a hug if required?*
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From:jolantru
Date:June 5th, 2004 11:32 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*
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From:mr_silvers
Date:June 5th, 2004 11:42 pm (UTC)
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*bows head*
From:raki
Date:June 5th, 2004 11:42 pm (UTC)
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{hugs}

You're all in my thoughts.
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From:mithent
Date:June 6th, 2004 03:27 am (UTC)
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To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heavens

I'm sorry to hear that.
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From:dewhitton
Date:June 6th, 2004 07:19 am (UTC)
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Thinking of you, mate.
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From:_zephyra_
Date:June 6th, 2004 11:47 am (UTC)
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*hugs*
I wish I could be more comforting then this.


You mentioned once you didn't have toys and books to throw out, but maybe that is part of the bad as well. I guess its a unique perspective...

When the anniversaries of my kids deaths come around I go to my graveyard on Alf. When they died there was nothing real for me to hold onto to comfort myself with... so I made something.

I know in my head I'm not really visiting them, and that they aren't coming back- but it helps.

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From:hafoc
Date:June 6th, 2004 12:44 pm (UTC)
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You have my tears, useless as they may be. My attempt to understand what is far above me. My longing to help, to reach back and twist the cords of fate into the courses they should have followed. And whatever other trivialities you can expect from a living Paving Stone on the Road to Hell.
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From:baphnedia
Date:June 6th, 2004 07:35 pm (UTC)
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Tears are always shed with purpose, regardless of the circumstances. Generally, they are shed when a profound circumstance (extremely bad, sad, good or funny - usually) comes about. But, I'm merely trying to make that point, not to detract from your support. My apologies for not thinking of a place to point this out elsewhere, or elsewhen.
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From:eredien
Date:June 6th, 2004 08:31 pm (UTC)
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*hugs quietly*
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